Nothing Makes Sense

I wrote this a couple weeks but didn’t have time to post it, so I’ll post it now:  Sometimes things happen in life and no matter how much we wish they didn’t they can never really go back to how it was prior to the situation.  Things start falling apart, well actually, everything starts falling apart and I just don’t know what to do next because I feel as if I’ve already messed everything up, so what’s there to do?  I know there’s always the option of making things better, but the problem with that is every time I try to do that, I actually make things worse.  I know that life is always full of its ups and downs but why does it always have so many downs:  it’s like life is mainly full of negative things that outweigh all the good.  It’s as if my life will never get better, like everything will continue to pull me under.